Sunday, January 16, 2011
The Quest for a New Beginning
So I've finally decided that it's about time I restarted this thing. The hard question is "what is it?". A very long time ago on a planet far far away, I started a blog, this one. It had some purpose, probably to ramble about current nothings, and maybe come to some conclusion about life. Well now that I'm 24, and probably have little left to learn. :-P maybe I should change it. Aren't I expected to have figured everything out? To have already become something amazing, to know exactly where I'm going. Well let's sum where things are.
What have I done? I have finished school, I have a part time job, a house that I don't own that is currently a complete mess, a husband, and a million projects that I've barely started.
What haven't I done? Everything. Nothing with that hard earned college education, nothing with the projects I've started, and well whatever else I've meant to have done.
But lets be realistic. I'm sure I'm not the only one who finds it so much easier to watch television than do, well, anything. There is this weird stage between college and real life and I think I'm still there. I'm not the sort of naturally motivated person who can make themselves do anything. I still mope around daydreaming about this imaginary life where I do all kinds of amazing things, most of which probably don't exist on this planet. Well anyways, enough moping.
At the end of that long almost depressing sounding rant and ramble. The question still remains, do I find a rambling purpose to this blog,start a new one, redo this one or something as exiting? I'll stop while I'm ahead, well maybe just a little behind. :-)
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Yo Beckster,
I wanna read more :D!!! Hope all is well with you! Feel free to shoot me an email to get me caught up on your life any day :D!
Ambs
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